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By Design Or By Disaster

by For All We Know

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1.
My mind’s like an empty room There’s no way to get in or out Like the dark side of the moon Where the silence is really loud When will I get back on my feet? I believe to have been asleep I am feeling numb in my dreams When awake I feel I’m being forced to be free I’m hiding underneath the sheets to keep the world outside It’s getting really hard to breathe As I’m starting to lose my mind When will I get back on my feet? I believe to have been asleep I am feeling numb in my dreams When awake I feel I’m being forced to be free Is there a better way? In this light of day It’s not easy to escape But I’m not here to stay When will I get back on my feet? I believe to have been asleep I am feeling numb in my dreams When awake When will I get back on my feet? I believe to have been asleep I am feeling numb in my dreams When awake I feel I’m being forced to be free
2.
Lifeline 05:50
I hear you come home late at night No more time to run and hide Again I feel I’m in your way You’ll make sure to show me, come what may You’re sitting there with hollow eyes An empty smile as thin as ice All the caffeine and the nicotine Keep your eyes locked on the tv screen Are you looking for a lifeline In the sky above? But stars are falling down This won’t be the last time We’ve played this scene before We’re going round and round You have left me on my own To you I’m only skin and bone But the scars that line your face Tell a story in so many ways We could have opened up our minds But you never took the time So don’t point the finger, point the way There’s absolutely nothing more to say Are you looking for a lifeline In the sky above? But stars are falling down This won’t be the last time We’ve played this scene before We’re going round and round Don’t break the silence Don’t make a sound Hooked on this violence and this battleground Release the tension Release the pain Forget affection Nothing will remain Are you looking for a lifeline In the sky above? But stars are falling down This won’t be the last time We’ve played this scene before We’re going round and round
3.
We’re all supposed to dig our graves as soon as we are born Marching line by line like slaves makes us feel so torn And we stare into the void As if we even have a choice Or are we just being paranoid? We’ll find our way inside this hell we know Despite we see the light we’re choosing to be blind We’re taking comfort in this hell we know Yet we’ve been told there is heaven in our minds Do you remember when I chose to be your memory? Was I crazy to suppose to throw away the key? We’ll find our way inside this hell we know Despite we see the light we’re choosing to be blind We’re taking comfort in this hell we know Yet we’ve been told heaven is a state of mind I prayed and played these games In my dreams and memories but I can’t forget my biggest regret I’m spiralling down until I drown Will the knife cut itself? Will the eye see itself? Will the tongue lick itself? Will the mind think for itself? Will the fist punch itself? Will the tooth bite itself? Will the mind know itself? Will the truth lie to itself? We’ll find our way inside this hell we know Despite we see the light we’re choosing to be blind We’re taking comfort in this hell we know Yet we’ve been told there is heaven in our minds We’ll find our way inside this hell we know Despite we see the light we’re choosing to be blind We’re taking comfort in this hell we know Yet we’ve been told heaven is a state of mind But all this time we are struggling to survive
4.
In the darkness of the night the truth can get disguised And what seemed real and right breaks in the morning light I saw your face, I heard your voice, I touched your skin When we stepped down, knee-deep in ice cold water We were holding on “I won’t let you drown” that’s what I used to tell her And we carried on After the day has spat me out Even before the sun went down There is silence. Silence all around The clocks go round. Go round and round I felt your breath, I saw your smile, I closed my eyes When we stepped down, knee-deep in ice cold water We were holding on “I won’t let you drown” that’s what I used to tell her And we carried on The past I wouldn’t follow ran its course and now I’m here to bleed I know it’s time to let go of the future that came too soon How can I forget you when I see the scenes inside my mind? Why did I ignore you when I knew you’d be alone at night? I wish I could relive the days when everything was still alright. I really do regret I never dared to open up my eyes
5.
I will tell you what I know While I see you grow But how can I make sure you’re here To hear me whisper in your ear I watch you live your life At least I see you try I know I’ll have to let you go I’m sure you’ll make it on your own So don’t you worry now… Who do you see in the mirror? And who do you hear inside your mind? Time will move on like a river In the end you will be left behind And even if you’ll stay You will find your way Empty all that’s on your mind And leave the memories behind It’s time for me to go… Who do you see in the mirror? And who do you hear inside your mind? Time will move on like a river In the end you will be left behind Will you hold on to the same dreams? Will you be walking the same roads? Will we share the same beliefs? Will we remember how to grow? Will you be everything I am? Will you make the same mistakes? Will I recognise myself, When you are far away? When you lie awake at night And you realise All the years that passed us by Haven’t opened up our eyes All we did was hide…
6.
Hush 02:14
Instrumental
7.
Stay here with me while I’m asleep And settle down in this reality Remember to forget me We’ll be strangers who’ve been set free to write another story Why the desire to go back in time? Your impatient eyes aren’t hiding your lies Remind me to forget you After everything we’ve been through It’s the only thing we can do Make up your mind So we can leave things behind Just close your eyes Life has its ways But maybe not today Life has its ways Remind me to forget you It’s the only thing I can do Remember to forget me We’ll be strangers who’ve been set free to write another story
8.
Flaws 07:39
The phone is ringing I can’t buy more time My head keeps spinning I close my eyes No absolution No paradise There’s no solution There’s no surprise The curtains must stay closed now And I can’t make a sound I might light up a candle When there’s no one around Will tomorrow be better? Your arms are cold and weak My voice too faint to speak There’s only apathy After all these years Just like your scars will stay the same The rain won’t wash away my pain These days and weeks and months go by Without a trace A darkness falls upon us Swift without a sound Ghosts and shadows wandering Wandering around Some day we will be torn apart revealing our secrets of life That day we will uncover our flaws All this time hiding inside Like spiders on your skin That feeling deep within A surge of adrenaline But I should take my time It’s hard to recognise a man Without a goal without a plan I turn around and walk away Not looking back A silence falls upon us Silence all around Afar a light is flickering Wanting to be found Some day we will be torn apart revealing our secrets of life That day we will uncover our flaws All this time hiding inside We’re getting closer now We’ll make it anyhow No matter what the price For now it will suffice But when I’m going home Although I should have known I’ll be all alone All alone
9.
We look the same yet we are different Do you feel my pain and my resistance? Will you guide me in getting lost? But will you lose me at any cost? Show me the way! On this road without a light
Don’t be afraid to be silent
Don’t lead me astray! There are other ways to lose our minds At the end of the day all the things we do we do to survive Are we here by design or by disaster? Have you looked inside to find the answer? Show me the way! On this road without a light
Don’t be afraid to be silent
Don’t lead me astray! There are other ways to lose our minds At the end of the day all the things we do we do to survive Am I still you? Are you still me? Just tell me who I need to be Will you guide me as if I’m blind? Shed some light on this restless mind Show me the way! On this road without a light
Don’t be afraid to be silent
Don’t lead me astray! There are other ways to lose our minds At the end of the day all the things we do we do to survive Do you see me as I see you? Just tell me what I need to do
10.
Maybe I have cleared the past Maybe I am safe Tomorrow’s coming on so fast To wash us all away See these ghosts of summer’s past? I can’t wait for them to pass me by I have broken free at last But I need you to help me through the night Life’s not here to hold my hand It doesn’t hear my cries Finally I understand After all this time See these ghosts of summer’s past? I can’t wait for them to pass me by I have broken free at last But I need you to help me through the night Life has worn me down All I can do is trying to survive And keep myself alive At least today I didn’t think of you That’s what I make myself believe It seems I don’t know how to see the truth But some things are better left unseen See these ghosts of summer’s past? I can’t wait for them to pass me by I have broken free at last But I need you to help me through the night See these ghosts of summer’s past? All I can do is trying to survive I have broken free at last And keep myself alive Despite our history I can finally breathe Now I finally breathe
11.
Goodbye 04:21
Like a ghost waiting for the night to speak Like a fire burning its way through the silence Like a child facing its fears under the moonlight Like his father faking a smile while he sings him a lullaby Like a drug chasing your soul through your veins Like a train on its way to a place beyond the horizon Like a soldier leaving for a war he can’t win Like his mother hiding her tears while she whispers ‘goodbye’…

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released March 22, 2024

Wudstik - Vocals/Screams
Léo Margarit - Drums, Backing vocals
Kristoffer Gildenlöw - Bass, Backing vocals
Marco Kuypers - Piano on ‘Goodbye’
Ruud Jolie - Guitars, Keys, Programming, Backing vocals 

All music and lyrics written by Ruud Jolie except ‘Goodbye’ written by Wudstik and Ruud Jolie
Vocal arrangements by Wudstik

Drums recorded at Plastpumpa Studio, Eskilstuna, Sweden
Electric & Acoustic guitars, Vocals recorded at 6 DC Studio, Tilburg, The Netherlands.
Additional electric guitars recorded at Big Hat Studio, Stockholm, Sweden.
Additional vocals recorded at Machina Studio, Leusden, The Netherlands.
Piano recorded at Park View Audio, Kaatsheuvel, The Netherlands.
Bass guitar recorded at New Joke Studios, Nieuwegein, The Netherlands.

Mixed by Tom Sikkers at Larger Than Live Studio, Tilburg, The Netherlands.

Mastered by Stefan Helleblad at Big Hat Studio, Stockholm, Sweden.

Artwork by Ana Correal
Layout by Mark vd Hoven at Black Lake Design

Produced by Ruud Jolie

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For All We Know NB, Netherlands

For All We Know is a project by Within Temptation guitarist Ruud Jolie. He has recorded a lot of songs and albums with other artists, but the urge to write and record his own material has always been present.

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